I know
I’m quite heavier and contain more weight compared to the average girls my age.
I can’t put myself to define the word sexy.
I have bulging tummy, lots of belly fat, big arms and thighs and a chubby pair
of cheeks. I’m not yet even halfway to be lined with the lists of what people
call pretty, charming and confident young adults of my generation. How I just
wish to have a waistline like those of Victoria’s Secret models, or to have a
Natalie Portman face. But all I have when I look in the mirror is the plain,
old me trying to become somebody I can never be… Now I just wish to have
someone who can love me deeply for just being me. Somebody who will love me
despite the ugliest part of my being, somebody who will love me despite of all
the flaws that keep me feel insecure for years. I just want that somebody who
would make me feel proud of everything I have in myself… somebody who would
never make me feel afraid that he would leave if I would totally go ugly… I
just want somebody who would love me despite everything…
