I was on vacation today till tomorrow. But gee, I didn’t make any plans for these days so I ended up bored in front of the computer. When the clock struck one, I decided to go out and give myself a treat to a movie. I wish there were some good romantic films, Segunda Mano wasn’t able to scare the hell out of me. I smile when I remember how I pigged-out inside the cinema. I brought inside plenty of food, like so much plenty. You know, just to forget the thought that I am alone, I need to keep myself busy munching some fries and chips. Whoah! Sounds so desperate hahahha. However, I did enjoy the date with myself. Can I just say it this way.. “I love you self… I know you’re not gonna leave me no matter what.” I’ll keep going and everything will turn out great. In time, very soon.

The Scientist

  Last Friday I have been staring perplexedly on the calendar, and when I began to take notice that November is about to end, I just realized how days have been passing by so swiftly I hardly remember when was the last time I painted my nails in aquamarine. Gosh… it’s been so long. People who had been my acquaintances for some time who saw me would still keep asking if I do finally have a boyfriend, or if my engaged, married, or just plainly seeing or dating someone. And I would keep repeating the same line ever… “Damn, I’m single…” I could have stressed out in the end the words “and I am happy…” Being with myself right now is somehow fun. I can say right now is one of the happiest I have ever been… Nobody’s going to love me better than myself, and to love others wholly, one must learn how to love his/her self. I know I should.

  Just saw this one in Tumblr. Reposted. ^_^

 

“Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign cause it might happen to you, or her, she’s not a fucking television show or a tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love, but it is the way i can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really.”

—	Unknown  (via moleculess)