I know I act kind of absurd oftentimes. I'm more than childish compared to my age and the line of ideas people expect from me. I talk plain. I don't have much heavy-weighted ideas in this head of mine. I'm selfish, sometimes emotionless. But right now I'm starting to feel helpless when tears are getting heavy to fight back from falling. I'm sorry but i was hurt. I know I shouldn't need to. 

I made a video... Yes, the very first time I used movie maker. Then I wrote that silly letter. What else love can make me do? :)