Thursday, July 28, 2011

Chances


 
Long time ago when my days are younger, so much younger than today, I found a love so warm and pleasant. That love was like a fantasy, a magical movie that left a trace in my memory. He was just an ordinary guy that once caught my attention one sunny morning of June. The cheese burger and cola tasted like cotton when I saw him glance at me. I felt awkward. It was a weird scenario amidst the busy and noisy environment of the school canteen. Yeah, I lost my appetite. It was the first time I saw him. He was like a little boy in a body of a funny twenty-six year old man. I could say I was never been amused like that in my entire life. Like I've said, he was spectacular. And how weird it was he resembled the love interest of my favorite anime character. I'd always wanted to give him a little sign of how he became so special to me. But I was afraid to tell. And I was weary for the days when fate led me to a series of chances of being with him and talking with him for hours. If I look back on those days I would still smile for those sweet little memories that will flashback. I never regretted anything. Yes, not a single thing. Though I'm here hoping for that love to come again, and he is somewhere out there with somebody. I could never tell what would I react if the day comes for our roads to cross again. It will be something, I know. For once in my life I found love that was never meant for me. And those years that still linger I will now seal in my memory. :)