Today is just like the other normal days where I used to do my usual routine, and where the usual things happen. But one particular thing that changed this ordinary Thursday is that I suddenly came up with realizations which I have actually thought of but ignored a couple of times before. These thoughts however were able to sink into my system so deeply that it enabled me to spare hours of contemplation as to how would I react in these line of ideas that have been bothering me in the past few days. The fact that the mind really works in the most beautiful and splendid way amazed me and I think of the wonders of the Great Creator who have fashioned these things along with the rest of our human system. Beautiful indeed, for He has made me realized by passing the days so fast that time is such a precious thing to be ignored and wasted, and if I have to spend it well, I should do it for His purpose. Few weeks ago I have been thinking of what do I really want to do in life (well, aside of course of my job), and then series of raw ideas began marching in my head like writing, sketching, doing a canvas painting, learning the guitar, and even pursuing a law degree. Yes, I definitely wanted to do all of these things. But as I continue to ponder, I just remember one time that I wanted to be active in church activities again, and that I wanted to do some things that could cultivate love, hope and faith in me. I still wanted to learn how to love. I mean, knowing and understanding the real essence of love. I’ve always wanted to share the goodness of the Lord in my life to others but I do always fail to do this thing. In the next few months I would be turning 24 and I think that would be unacceptable if I say I’m too young and immature to do the right things and resort to the right stuff. This might be an invitation to change and renew, and be back again in God’s loving arms where there is real refuge against confusion and desolation. I know I should stop saying no, and cease from procrastinating things. All my life the Lord has always been so faithful to me I should have returned the same to Him by making Him my number one priority. Yes…yes… all to the glory of the Lord. I will do this.
